This was the name tag i spend my precious $2 buying! And it only can last for two days. $1 one day. (I sound like so ah sou man). Ruoen went how come they write in green? My jie jie one only black or blue. Ehhh....

I so happen to realise i have such a long fringe to cover up my eyes!

The wrong time to take a picture eh?

(:

thats all for now. still have more. But i think got problem with blogger but nevermind la! (:

Schedule for school holiday.

31st Oct 2005 2-5pm Band Room

8th Nov 2005 9.30-12.30pm Music Room

15th Nov 2005 2-5pm Band Room

18th Nov 2005 9.30-12.30om Music Room

22nd Nov 2005 2-5pm Band Room

23rd Nov 2005 9.30-12.30 Band Room

24th Nov 2005 2-5pm Band Room

25th Nov 2005 2-5om Music Room

27th Dec 2005 1.30-5.30pm Hall &/ Level 2 class room

28th Dec 2005 9.30-1pm Hall &/ Level 2 class room

28th Dec 2005 1.30-5.30pm Hall &/ Level 2 class room

29th Dec 2005 1.30-5.30pm Hall &/ Level 2 class room

Year 'o6

06th Jan 2006 Brother leaving for national service

24th Feb 2006 Concert. (:

I LOVE YOU MELSWEE!!!(:

MELSWEE LOVE ME TOO!! (:

9:34 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

This is the cd written all over buy melswee. She burnt a few songs for us to dance to. But when she passed it to me and i return to my class, natalie came to me and said our class was not invovle in the audition. Whah the fuck? Sorry melissa then. Waste all your time. But i will keep this cd vert safely. Haha. Touching eh?

Then we played captains ball. First we played against with 1/8 and won i think 7 out of 2. Then we played against 1/7, once again it was the onefourians that won. This time round the scores were closer. 8 out of 7. Then the final one to determine who wins first and second. Our class lost to 1/6 by 3 goals. I dont wanna comment on here. Cause ppl like them can press chargers. I have much more to say man.

(:

thanks melswee! thanks! (:

now just preview some photos. (:

Beware of marcia!

All blame randi!

Small people has small hands (:

We look like freaks, especially the extra hand. (:

All the act cute people in science centre.

my embroidary. some nice starfish eh?

See brownies with ice cream! Marcia, dont drool ar!

All look up!!

One, Two, three.. SARDINE!

4:51 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I know you love me la! Cause I love you. Haha
Thanks for the skin and everything. Haha. Hard work hor.
Until eye sore hor.
Poor thing leh!
I heart aching le.
I sobbing le

Wah. So drama. Okay. I got the camera/mp3 just that was why i was away.
I went in the Gents along with Simin today. One prefect caught us and we ran away.
Thank God for no one was in the gents ar!

MELISSA!!! MUST TAG AGAIN!!!

I love you too la.
dont miss me too much ar!

once again, thanks for the skin and this pics

Injured: Once (ass)
Humiliated : once (going to gents)

(:

10:37 PM

Okay.

Im going to blog after the science centre thing. I actually blogged quite long. But it was earsed. Accidentally.
Actually. Quite sian to type everything out ar. Lols.
I know.
Plain lazy

credits goes to melissa swee for the skin! thanks alot!
(:

apologies send out to
natalie - for scaring you.
simin - for pulling your hair ar! haha

5:33 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005

Seeing the side of her; seeing tears from hers run down to her skirt, I couldn't help but give her a consoling hug. I just suppose the cried cause he end of years were staring and it started! But I really hope that hug really helped. HOPEFULLY.

Today bowling made the right of my hand almost dislocated. Okay thats sarcastic la. I was suppose (not only me, the whole group) to use 6 instead of 8. Probably that made my hand abit like uncomfortable. It really hurt la. I feel like my left and right shoulder doesnt seem to be of the same height. My right shoulder is lower. Haha. Sarcastic was my thing ar!

Died if depression : 1
Dislocated arm: 1 (right )

this is the day i spent.
Oh cool they had ya lolipop vender.
(:

8:04 AM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

New url makes me want to choose a new skin. Just like that. When i just made ilostmyshoelace one i change it too. What I like about this is that its just simple, and easy to edit and everything. Can I say that I agree that the world aint perfect? I'm sure no one is. Except for God. For those who does believe in God that is. Now lil-liferuiner and ilostmyshoelace offcially doent exist. One reason, I dont people like nameless to come to my blog. Two, I choice this name cause it was my brother's idea. Smart eh?

I don't seem to be the type that is bothered to blog anymore. Haha. Cause I just have shows around me to watch. Although I repeat it more than I eat rice, I don't seem to get tired of it. Maybe my ambition is not a pervert but an actress? Haha. What a dream that will never come true. But Kathleen manage to get into the whizz of void deck. Why not right? But first, I must have the approval of my parents right?

Tomorrow we're going bowling? I dont think its going to be fun at all. Cause I dont even know whether I can lift a six pound bowl, so why not just say give up? Besides, dont you need bowling shoes to bowl? Marcia decide to go to the arcade, but less likely we can go right? Arent we in school uniform or something? Not or somthing, is yes, we are in school uniform!

Okay. Annabelle, you cant go on wednesday to far east.. so how? When are we going to go there for the teeshirts? So you want it by saturday and you cant go. RIGHT. But everything and all the confirming must be done soon okay?


I'm planning to spend the day in front of the computer and wait for my dad to get that mp3 soon. And maybe watch one tree hill after that. Chad michael murray is hot!


Credit of Joan goes to Kim !Credit of star goes to me! Thanks Kim!


Credit for all goes to clara; twin. Thanks la! Very nice!

5:18 PM

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Today I had cathetism as per normal. What was different was that it was a party. In a way. Its just a party without fork nor spoons and just a few cups. So its was said that everyone had to bring food. I asked my mom to bake something and she did. But no one ate it. Cause it was a pie. You dont expect to gobble it in like dogs right? Without fork or spoon it was really hard to eat. So the choice was left to the teachers, either to throw it away (waste food la) or someone bring it home. So someone brought it home(thank god).

Annabelle pratically treated me as a doll during liturgy. She just didnt want me to go. She pulled my sleeve leaving everyone to see my bra strip and made my teeshirt a size bigger. What i wanna say to her, thanks alot(sarcasticlly). During mass, I suppose i was suppose to give abit of respect. But I couldnt help pinching annabelle's ass for revenge. I cant resist temptation huh!

Okay speaking of this. I seem to be a pervert ar! Maybe that will be my future ambition or something. Lols. Uttering rubbish. I'm not going to kiss anyone nor pinch their ass nor will i smack their front. Only elly's ass la okay?

Darling pig, I love you.

12:59 PM

Things just happen when you least expected. One moment you are happy over the day before, the next moment all your exam scripts are given back in one day. Unexpected things just happen too. Its not like we have a choice to be a part of the world? Its not like we could speak when we just came out of our mom's womb, protesting we want to die? But the choice was made by our parents. Everyone came to this world for a reason.

Just think happily, I suppose it would be able to earse most of the unwanted thoughts. But not all, its like scars left behind. Just need time. The best solution might be to cry? When you face the matter... you wont feel that bad anymore. :)

It seems like im giving advise? No. I'm not. Just last night, something happened when I least expected...

Although sometimes I surrounded by a sea of people,
but still find to not belong.
No matter how many souls out there.
No one seems to understand me.
Just me
And me
and me

Haha. The beginning was abit from the poem, but the start of no matter. Its just me and my own thoughts. Sometimes that mood when you think of "poems" in your mind. Is actually what you feel I suppose. So probably poets, felt sad when they wrote all those. Just probably.

7:18 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

One general review is that when one changes, one doesnt seem to take notice. Only when you slow down and look back. Maybe be you'll know whats going on with life.

This is just life. As time passes, one will just change. Just like that

6:16 PM

Supposingly, you were waiting for your piano come cause she's just twenty minutes late. You sit on the table singing wake me up, when september ends. Non stop. For me, I'll just say, can I just die of bordem? Oh okay. I haven finish my theory. I'm telling first inversions and chords is not simple at all. Theory is not that easy, no wonder my teacher doubt me. Hias.

I shall blog again later. I think shes already here.

12:42 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

Today a deal made by me and my dad was made. But first I'll talk about school okay. I can't really insult anyone cause, Joseph said the person could press chargers. But mainly, we didnt go back to class at all today. We pratically stayed in the hall up to 1345, excluding recess okay? Why were we staying in the hall for so long? We received our exam scripts backs. Leaving history and design and tech. The teachers just did not mark finish. I dont feel like talking about my results. Cause I pratically like is said, flunk.

Then after that, I was suppose to look for Mr Ng to do our drama exam. But me and Joey went up and down also couldnt find him. But cause today i brought my clarinet along so i left it with cindy to take care. So when after we couldnt find Mr Ng, both Joey and I just wanted to give up and said zero then zero la. So I skipped lunch and went for band straight, cause fall-in at 1415. So I went up with Judy and Wenting. When I went up, my clarinet wasnt not there. So I asked where will the dance people be. The answer back was at the dance studio. I thought so too. So, from the band room, i ran to the dance studio (i didnt want to end up late for band) and found that no one was there. So i decided to ran back to the band room. Then someone told me that my clarinet was in the canteen, first metal table. So I ran down all the way to the canteen and back up. I was pratically worn out by then la. See, from the dance studio back to the band room, i can say its not a very short distance. And I even had to go down to the canteen. But the happy thing is that, I found the clarinet and manage to go back in time for fall-in. Without being late.

Then now. The deal out of nothing is that....
My dad wanted my diskman back. But I insisted. So I suggested that he buy me an mp3. And he say okay! yay! So good la. He suggest iPod, but then i said no need iPod la. But now i regretted what i said. But still, im going to get an mp3 of my own choice! whoots

7:05 PM

So piano lesson was just over. I just realize that harmony ain't easy to study and with all 36 keys to play and the exam pieces with soo many ornaments. Forget it. Thats what I can say. So today my teacher came in and said that I was going to start on scales. I did C major/harmonic/melodic minor, G major/harmonic/melodic minor, F major/harmonic/melodic minor and A# major/harmonic/melodic minor. Have I mention its 4 octaves?! Okay sight reading, the first one i played was with the pedal. It didnt sound like it was a romatic piece, it didnt sound like it have alot of expressions. So i guess, I'm going to fail grade 6 huh!

We nearly started on the exam pieces. But thank god, we didnt. Cause she forgotten the bring the cd for me to listen. Usually she would play it for me, but this time round she said its harder to play and she doesnt want all her grade six students to all play the same piece. When I was flipping through the pages, my was dumbfounded and my eyes were like huge. There were so many ornaments! I cant play! I seriously know why my teacher doubt me.

So I guess i really cant. Hias. Look, I might as well not take the exam so soon. I cant. Its just hard. I will fail sight reading and bound to die of humiliation. okay. Calm down, relax.

2:01 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

this is going to be a fucking post
fucking brother dont let me use the fucking phone.
fucking eat my shit la okay!
mother so fucking baised.
go and side him
FUCK LA!

9:13 PM

I back from suntec. No we didnt catch flightplan nor did we catch darkwaters instead we caught skelton key wah that wan ar! Damn nice xia! Typical singaporean of talking! Its just nice. Marcia wore so sexy today man! Lols. all the guys out there like drooling la. Haha. No la okay.

Serious i wanna catch flightplan i seriously want!! Okay this is what really happened today.
I was watching One tree hill while waiting for marcia's call. While watching, dear dear mummy came up and gave me my phone. Then i was thinking, so now i have to bring two phones with me! Great! Then yeah. She when marcia called. I left home. It was a slight drizzle when i was about to reach the bus stop, that made me walk faster cause i was afraid that the rain will be heavier. Then i receive a sms from marcia on the song and samsung phone saying that she is already on 10.

Then we talked talked talked until almost missed the stop. Then when we stopped. We went around just to find the cinema. I tell you suntec ar, got 4 towers so we took quite long to find. And after we did we finally came to a decsion to watch skeleton key. Cause i those so called timid kinda people, i asked whether it was scary. The lady said okay la, action action type. Just remember what she said man. That made us buy that ticket.

We then went to kopitiam and ate fish head noodle? Nice nice la. Hehe. I tell you its like such a big bowl okay! I eat until wanna puke. Its more then the portion of the school noodles, the one in styrofoam. Surprisingly, that place was super crowded okay! First when we found a place, i told marcia that i sit down so that later no one will take up that space. (kiasu la i know! im a typical singaporean mah!) Then marcia said we go buy together la. And we did. So this was it. I gave her money to buy the fish head noodles and i bought drink. When I came back holding the drinks in my hands, the seats were already taken! what the fuck! Then I walk here and there, then finally got a space. Shared a place with an old man. He was quite nice la. But when we talk while eating made us slow down abit.

Then Marcia told me that she needed to meet her mom to photocopy the booklist. So we walked to tower 1/2. But when the time we reached there, it was already 1325! That was when the show started. So i was really thinking positive, i told marcia, nevermind la, advertisment always very very long wan. But I totally agree okay. But by the time we reach the cinema, a part of the beginning we missed so we didnt really know how the person met the other person (doesnt make sense i know.). Halfway through, cause of the sudden loud sound effect, marcia screamed, making my jerk, luckily i wasnt holding onto popcorn.

So then when we were watching, the theatre only had eight people (including us). So we sort of sat no our place. Then in between i just put my legs up on the seat in front of me, cause there wasnt anyone occupying that space. (oh yeah. when we entered the cinema, its was so dark, clever me, took my handphone and turn on flash. thats one good thing about sony ericsson ar!)

Then suddenly marcia ask me whether wanna go out and buy popcorn. Then actually i didnt really want. But the fact is that i dont wanna be left there alone while watching a ghost film and she also said she wanted something to chew. So I followed.

Then when the movie ended, we had half the popcorn left and two third of drinks left. Cause when the scary part came, i put the popcorn aside to cover my ears. Sound effects can really make you deaf.

7:04 PM

I am pratically suppose to give a morning call for Marcia approximately 2 hours from now. (0930) She totally advised me to call her until she picks up the phone. This was so because once she asked for morning call to meet samantha and Joey, so I did call. About 3 times? But seriously, this pig JUST couldnt wake up. So now she advised me to call her until she picks up. I'm sure if she's tired she will swearing at the person who called, which is pratically me.

She also told me that she had to prepare for 2 hours before meeting me. The first thing that came to my mind was, is she getting married? So that makes it about 1130. We're thinking of watching either dark water or flightplan or i dont know. Bleah!

Flighplan is seriously nice. Serious serious . But the thing is that I dont really wanna watch dark waters again cause I watched it before and its like 70% I was like screaming and covering here and there. One thing I can admit that, darkwaters is not the scariest movie. Just that the sudden sound effects can really make you scream. And besides, they made the building so deserted, who would never imagine that its a haunted place?

So heres the plan. After eating breakfast, I'll probably laze around until like 1100 then go meet her la. Hias. Suntec is quite a fun place to go. I wanted to go bugis.

wang zi bian qing wa part 3 out today!!! but im not planning to buy la. Not today, i suppose it will be very expensive

7:44 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

To do list:
1. Manage with QingHua dance for creative competition. (Late 60s know! so ancient!)
2. Make a remix song and also minus one

So its just these la. Hah. So much for to-do-list. Yeah. okay. so then now i have to planning-to-accomplish list. So its it. Okay I can say its rubbish la. So theres no planning to accomplish list. so im talking rubbish.

yeah so i just hung up on marcia. i just played canon in d for her. and then she said she wanted to watch her show. so i think we've decieded to go out tmr.yay?

9:34 PM

Today started off at 5.45am when i woke up half dead, wait positively, half alive la. Then I went downstairs took breakfast, half boiled egg. And watch tee vee. I tell you early morning watch teevee and eat breakfast very nice!

Then came school. We were brief for some creative competition. For no reason, I didnt even know why the juniors were facing the opposite la. Wah piang. Then after that miss chua asked the juniors to fill some cca thing. After filling, I started playing pepsi cola with simin and deborah. Haha. Until everyone near us started playing hand games. Then Deborah and Simin played Hai Dai leaving me and ni ying laughing our ass off la! They way Deboarah and Simin played was seriously funny man!Simin then created her own game, beehoon. I can only say, LOL

Then the sec ones like pratically missed our recess. So its now 10.30-1.45 talking about something la okay. So Deborah had to retake her exam, so me and marcia talking, joking here and there. Then chairman ask who wanted to do music. Then marcia raised her hand and pulled my hand too. extra la marcia. Then I down there okay okay la. Both of us like didnt expected to do REMIX SONGS!!!! ah like who knows!! So now lets take a moment of silent thanking marcia for opening her mouth.

Thank you

So now I wanna say something, who the hell knows how to remix songS? who the hell got the programme? I do. Hee. So I'm like crapping up right? I just got the programme from someone la. She really took the trouble to find it. So natalie better get it right or you know what? I'm going to kiss you like everyday okay? Piang.

Thats about all la. I've got a new number eh!

Accomplished: Managed to pinch peiyi's ass!

3:30 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I'm like freaking out here? Like what the hell. Why does people even think that i like ethel? The person that really likes her is a person I cant mention cause she probably drop by this blog and she can sue me know! Oh what the heck!

Soo. Now im talking to peiyi about someone. sounds like gossip to me hor peiyi! Gossiping is not right know! Tong Xin Yuan is seriously making me get confuse. The second brother in a way killed someone one right? And he didnt die? what the hell. weird. So what i can conclude, its just ridiculous.

Oh i realize that most of my testimonials are all I beg people, haha, some is out of pity then write for me. How else worst can i get! Cheryl very nice today know! Let me pinch her firm ass. I got over with kissing everyone, so Peiyi, dont worry! I'll just come to you and pinch your ass and then comment on it! ;)

I guess sec one life is suppose to have fun? I guess Im getting so pervertic la okay? Haha. But still. Pinching ass and kissing is fun la. Hee. This is what happens when you get into sac. You have the passed down skills of being a lesbian. Hah. Can write a book eh?

But peiyi! I will pinch your ass tmr, dont worry! ;)

8:31 PM

Edited

Today we wasted time, 45mins for a paper that I seriously not like. Design and Tech. But I suppose that it was more than enough for me. Sooooo... I sort of wanted to sleep and drool and that freaking paper. But I realize not enough saliva to drown the paper. Oh i haven mention Deborah is back! Yeah. She kinda like hand signed here and there. I was really kinda afraid of getting into trouble or somthing. What she was trying to tell me was that Jane actually got two square grid papers. She kinda like soo blur till she didn't hear the teacher, I guesss.

Then. After the paper we went to the canteen to eat. The people there were me, marcia, deborah, simin and marcia's friend. Marcia's friend was reading through a magazine, i think is teenage, the front cover was the news on harry potter and the goblet of fire. She keep pronoucing Hermoine as Hermoney/Harmony. Made me and marcia laugh our ass off. Hee

Then we went to marine parade, went in to 77th street and tried out the jackets. Heee and again, took photos. Then then went home la.okay you can obviously tell that I'm too lazy to blog. yes thats so right!

Cheryl- Nice ass you got la!
Deborah- You too! ;)
Marcia- soft ass, nicer to pinch!

1:21 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

Haha. What a nice introduction. Okay I'm crapping up like again. All in my mind is wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal, wood, plastic, metal. okay. Im not like going to be a carpenter next time okay! But..... okay.

Today I went home with marcia. As usual. We took 17 not opposite school I seriously dont know why I even trust Marcia to take a bus that I haven taken that way before! But luckily we like woke up to find that we dont know how to go. So us, crossed the road, then JUST missed the bus 10. sway. Then a few buses past then there was a bus 19, I dont even know that there was such a bus. okay....

5:57 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Since I've realize I'm almost blogging twice a day, then I'm making you see what i have blog in one day! People like samantha would like to read hor? ;) And Samantha if you are reading, why not try tagging? That's a good suggestion eh? Well still thanks for not handing in the RITE OF ENROLMENT slip! ;) Thanks thanks!

Today, can say it was a fun day in church (for the first time I know). Matthew making a fool out of himself and make me realise that there is a boy that share the same name as my brother. Speaking of that devil, he took out his braces. I don't know how in the world SAMANTHA got to find out! But he looks better now that is what I can say! ;) And when people said my opening prayer, I was listening and laughing. Its just crap.

Then liturgy, once again I had to read the first reading. I'm actually sick of it already?Imagine little kids looking at you with innocent eyes, laughing at you when you are acting, singing or reading. But still why should I care right? Look whos older right?

Then came Annabelle, she went on top of me. When I was like almost half dead when she went on me. Then i was screaming at her. Then she say I should go on her. And obviously I did. She said I wasnt as heavy as she expected. Which goes to show that she thinks I'm fat!

Then when finally liturgy was over, I went on stephaine and she said "oh great, i have a Joan on me now" to me it was an insult, but to her it was just plain fun. But I'm used to being bullied by them, only when I'm lucky, I can get to bully Annabelle. But that doesnt seem to be so often.

Then Annabelle and I went for mass and for a while. She hold my hand and walked forward to a sit. I wasn't really listening to whatever the priest was saying, then i looked at the otherside of the church. My 'friend' i suppose I can say that eh? Angela, great. What the hell gave me the urge to even wave to her? Annabelle was like asking me who I was waving to. For your information, Stephaine and Annabelle forever thinks I am crazy. Then I said some firend, i dislike. She asked me if i din like the person, why bother wave. I was thinking, it was kinda true.

Then I keep staring at ANGELA. She was frowning. Maybe disgusted by me. Hello? A church is a place of worship not frowning. Even if I am the hatrest person, she should give a warm smile la! Only people like me, will wave to people like her! Gosh I sound so anti angela. But still

Then after mass I had to see Jerry along with Annabelle. A short meeting. He told me that I had to re make the prayer commitee. Me and clare in charge and just find three more people. Which will be done next week. And I need to go and make a class tee for them. Hias. Busy busy.

Then lunch. Went to Zuro? or is it Zuko? Whatever shit la. Had a soup of bowl that was a diameter of a 15cm ruler okay! By the time i was done with the soup I was almost full! Then came some sandwich. Quite alot know! Pratically full already. But the food there was quite nice la okay. Just the serving seems to be abit too much.

Then it started raining. what the hell, of all times.. NOW! The place started to chill up a little. But then my mom insisted on reading the magazines. I was reading 8 days and U mag for a few times when i cuddled down on the table to warm myself up. I sorta close my eyes to show my mom that i really wanted to go home. One cause its cold. Two cause my show, I'm missing it! When she finally took the 152 pages magazine, i pratically rolled my eyes. Then she told me that a magazine with 100 over pages, we should slowly appreciate it. like what the hell?! Then I pratically like okay.

When she was finally done, then we went to 7/11 and bought sweets! Haha! This reminds me of one girl in liturgy today. She showed me a her sweets. Then i was like eat too much sweets teeth will drop wan leh! Then she showed me her loose tooth and said i want my teeth to drop so I want to eat sweets! Soo cute ar! Then i went oh okay!

yeah. Its a long blog. shall stop here

Joan:)

3:52 PM

I Just made a new section in this blog. Since the [?] in this blog doesn't seem to make any sense to me, so I've decieded that is the achives part. ;) I am suppose to have post from last year's PSLE but due to me changing the url, it is only from this september.

I was thinking. If people DO visit blogs, why not tag when you visit. I mean then what is the other reason for visiting blogs when you only read? Maybe. I'm thinking of changing skin soon. OR maybe not.

On second thoughts. NO. Im frickle minded? Yes, I know for sure. And I just realize that I lost my form for Rite of Enrolment (its probably yellow to signify HOLYNESS) and imagine me, I already asked two forms and I suppose I have to remember to bring my class tee for sample for my friends?

AND do not worry man. I've written opening prayer. So Jerry don't fret! And I manage to get tiara to join my group. At least I dont have to keep writting prayers. Cause everything,anything that is coming out of my mind is just rubbish, in otherwords, CRAP!(what colour is crap? brown?)

Every single prayer I've wrote so far are all put nicely in my Bible. I cannot be bothered to throw it away. Once in a blue moon then i clear... I know, how more lazy can Joan Lim get? You want me to answer that? I don't even know for myself. But at least Samantha's coming today. Not faith, Not clare. Clare, if i remember tmr, i'll bring your rubber band! ;)

Two more papers, geography and D&T. D&T I'm for sure going to flunk it la! I just found out I cant tutor people. Expect to tutor when you just found out you are flunking at maths? Oh ya. One more thing to add on. I HATE MY EXAMINER! Okay, she was nice. But when she gave me my results. Like who knows what she's writting man! She wrote much worse than the previous one!

81 more days to spend with my brother. How sad! :'(

Joan:)

7:27 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

edited

i'm just editting it again! ;) actually editting alot.

In nicer words. I had music lesson this afternoon. I was actually over at a friend's(neighbour only) house before she called. The lesson was suppose to be at 12.30 but she told my mom that she was free now(11.00) soo SHE would come over now. So my mom took the trouble to walk past a few houses to go to my neighbour's house to shout my name "FANGTING" over to come home. Back there we were having fun cooking and mixing the food and playing around. Then... I had to go home. Fun sucker eh? Still... But i was afraid that the fact that I am going to listen to the crap about my music result. But at least i passed! ;) Hah. Didn't expect that to happen!

Then she came and 11.30 and we talked about the exam. Sight reading pulled me down. I tell you sight reading is my worst is like when i play, no one but me understands what I'm playing. Cause whatever Im playing seems to be already 20th Century work! Quavers are not quavers. Not in time. So im not surprised okay! But my pieces was quite okay. Better than expected. She said if my sight reading improved, i could have gotten better? (well obviously?!)

Then she asked me whether i was sure of taking piano exam next year! She obviously is doubting me!! But still she said i had to work harder due to new things. When she said melodic scales, i was thinking whether i should continue with the exam....I suppose right? Everything is new in grade six know!

Then came lunch. Can say I ate some fattening food and was insulted of going to grow fat and die by my brother. Okay i know already! I AM FAT AND SHORT! But at least im taller than Randi!;)

Then I was chatting with a few people, Natalie and Dewaine when suddenly nat showed this to innocent us .
Like why on earth send us that. People out there thinking why am I posting this? Haha. Fun. Sick is the only thing i can think of. Nat said Cheryl send it to her. So... Yeah. Then we were saying Dewaine needed sex education. Cause she didnt get the picture. Yeah

So that was the complete day and this is edited! ;)
Im sick today with natalie! And I sorta blackmailed her! Poor thing

6:30 PM